THE EXPERIMENT
Part Three
My Friend went through his favorite images folder
Studying the images searching for the reasons as to
Why some images evoked such strong emotions in him -
In finding the answers to why these images were so important to him
He found the "Experiment" very illuminating and therapeutic
You can read parts one and two at the following links:
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Part Three
This picture brings me to admit another fetish I have. I am overly aroused by photography that depicts expressions of genuine homoerotic Love. This picture makes me feel that along with the setting on the beach, the artistic colors make this an extremely moving photo for me…
As do the next three:
Is this a foot fetish????? I love this picture just for what it is. It is two guys in a passionate embrace with beautiful feet.
From the first time my partner and I spent the night together, he lays in my arm just like this picture until we both fall asleep. My arm was deemed “His Spot” I love the closeness of our spirits when we engage in such non-sexual intimacy.
I cannot put my finger on why I am drawn to this picture. It makes me feel peaceful and safe. I guess it is the idea of existing inside the home with no trepidation. Simply two living together without concern or shame being in their underwear or naked or whatever is comfortable.
I remember just out of college, I moved in with "George", one of my former college roommates. The whole time we were in college, we never knew each other was gay. In our new situation, we went shopping together for clear shower curtains so we could watch each other shower. This was my first real relationship and the passionate sex was always great.
I enjoy making love to my partner in the shower more than any other place in the house. I think the reason is that there is something about the warmth of the hot water, the slipperiness of the soap and water, and the exploration of each others entire body as we wash every inch of each others' body. It is such an intimate setting for making love, and this picture depicts that feeling for me…
As does this picture:
This picture takes me back to "George" again. This is a reminder of our realization that each other was gay. We were sitting in the living room of our apartment one night having some drinks and talking. The conversation led to us jacking off together, and we got daring and ended up completely naked jerking off on the balcony (it was actually late at night.) This led to us holding our naked bodies against each other as we frotted and kissed. I remember him shooting his load on my stomach, then with his hand he wiped his own cum from my stomach and used it as lube as he gave me a hand job to finish me off. In less than 3 strokes I shot cum all over the place!!! I look at this picture and emotionally, I feel that all over again.
For me, this picture is pure and simple a fantasy. How much I would love to have a home with this pool attached. I love the sunshine, the naked bodies outdoor, the bed outdoors, and my partner to share it all with.
I love to give my partner a massage, not so much for sexual satisfaction, but more for intimate connection. This is a time I can explore my partner completely and make him feel extremely relaxed and rested. The trust exhibited when he allows me to massage his prostrate, or believe it or not his feet, or even his testicles… at these moments were are closer together than we are when he is penetrating me, or I him, when we are making love. I don’t know why, but a massage is even more intimate than sex. This picture excites me with that and being outdoors makes it even more erotic for me.
So many emotions are triggered in this picture. Peaceful, Nature, Beauty, For me it is what you cannot see that makes this even more erotic. So much for the imagination to fill in.
Naked…Not Naked… it doesn’t matter, this picture fulfills my fetish for expressions of genuine homoerotic Love. Then you have my fetish for grass, and the being naked outdoors…
There is something that really excites me about having sex when partially dressed. Is it as if the passion is so hot there is no time to undress???? I cannot say for sure, but this picture does excite me in a lustful way.
Okay, I just had an ah-ha moment. Apparently my relationship with "George" has had a greater impact on my subconscious than I had ever realized because this picture takes me back to him again. One summer weekend, he and I had gone to visit his parents. They were not home, so we went skinny dipping in their swimming pool. We had so much fun that afternoon. The whole time we were in the pool, neither of us got an erection. It was genuinely just two guys having a good time. After some time, we went back into the house to dry off and we ended up in his old bedroom still naked. Then, as if someone flipped a switch, we both became rock hard and we started making out. Next thing I know, he entered me and the ecstasy was indescribable. Then as fast as it started it ended. We heard the garage door open, he pulled out of me so fast. I took off running down the hall to the room I was staying in to get dressed.. This picture reminds me of this event. The skinny dipping in the picture, then the laughing in the picture reminds me of the way the two of us were laughing as we met in the hall after we got dressed!
These two pictures are “what if” fantasy pictures for me. Going back to my buddy "Jake". He had a boat that the two of us would go fishing in. And when we were not skinny dipping, we were basically naked wearing only loose shorts as this guy is wearing. Every time I look at these two pictures I imagine what if I had tried to suck "Jake" off and what if he let me????
Multiple attractions to this picture: outdoor, naked and my fetish for expressions of genuine homoerotic Love. A fantasy picture I would love to experience with my partner.
This is an exaggeration, but this picture takes me back to "Jake" again. One time after skinny dipping, we put our shorts on and were sunbathing next to each other. We decided to play Gin Rummy while laying there. I shuffled the deck, dealt out the cards and placed the deck on his stomach just above his crotch. As I would draw, I would occasionally “accidentally” brush my hand across his crotch. He didn’t show any displeasure. As the game went on, I became more and more brave to the point I was at times actually grabbing his cock. Again, he never protested, but at the same time, he never got hard either. I took the fact that he never protested as a sign maybe he was open to some more activity. I then suggested multiple times that we up the stakes, and that looser has to give the winner a blowjob. This didn’t seem to alarm him, but he never would agree to it. When I lost I even said I was willing to blow him but he would not let me. Thinking back now, I wonder what he would have done if I took the hand play one step further and took his cock out??? He didn’t seem afraid of my advances, but he would never give into them either. Perhaps I should have been more aggressive, but I always thought that might cause him to dislike me or even shut me out.
These two pictures excite my fetish for grass, my fetish for expressions of love, my love for naturism, and the beautiful scenery of this secluded forest.
End of Part Three
of
"The Experiment"
Thanks again to my wonderful Friend
For sharing his journey of self-discovery through images
I hope to post Part Four next Monday