"The Experiment"
Part Two
Here is Part Two of our Friend's "Experiment"
If you missed it last Monday, I highly recommend reading Part One
Before reading this post so you can get the full impact of it
You can access it HERE (Link)
I want to thank our Friend for sharing his personal journey with us
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A note from our Friend:
The following is the collection of photographs that in some way either, physically, mentally and/or emotionally moved me—I plan to continue to save such images, so this list will continue to grow. Now that I have identified these pictures, as a personal project to try and determine what it is within me that makes me react to these and other pictures, I will review each one and write notes on them as to what they make me feel, think about, or how they stimulate me, whatever comes to my mind that is not forced.
What I am hoping comes from all this is that perhaps some light may be shed on what it is about the pictures that moves me. In the end it may be a waste of time, but it could also be quit therapeutic or perhaps enlightening…
~PART TWO~
More Nudism at home. I am moved by this picture because it reminds me of when I wake up I will let the dogs outside as I stand in the back doorway waiting for them to come back in to eat.
This photo is nothing more than lust for me. I have always been attracted to Johan Paulik. I like the way this picture makes him seem like just anyone inside their own home. No porn, no erection, just a man “hanging out” at home.
Oh, this picture is like an artistic portrayal of a natural existence. Like a modern day “Cave Man” It looks like peering into a home that is a tent with the animal skin rug, the simple chase lounge, a simple cloth for a wrap… The colors and the blurry background for me is a perfect piece of art.
I am starting to see a pattern forming, so many of these pictures that stir my emotions remind me of a significant moment of my the sexual exploration as I was growing up. This one reminds me of my college days. I lived in a house a the end of a cul-de-sac, and a group of guys that often played soft ball out in front of my house. There was one guy that always wore these tight terry cloth shorts that had the most beautiful bulge that I loved to look at. Many times I would get naked and jerk off to the visual of his bulge and fantasize that I was playing with his cock.
Yoga is another fantasy of mine. I wish I could do yoga and fantasize about the ability of have some exciting sex if my body was that flexible. This picture is just pleasing to my fantasy mind.
This explanation is a little personal, but I look at this picture and it excites my imagination. I feel excitement to be able to hold this yoga position, and I visualize myself holding this position causing my hole to be wide open ready to receive my partner.
Again, this appeals to my fantasy of yoga, along with a little bit of my excitement for nudism, with a touch of creativeness of the photographer. I love the “balls” of light. I just all around love this one.
This is just a beautiful representation of my love for Yoga…a beautiful man, in a beautiful setting, holding a beautiful pose. For me, this picture is semi-erotic and extremely artistic.
This is another example of a yoga style picture that appeals to my feelings in multiple ways. Now I have to admit another “fetish” of mine…Hard Cocks. I am extremely excited by cocks that are so hard that they stand straight up! This picture appeals to my fetish for hard cocks, along my yoga fantasy, and my desire to bend my body in ways to have exciting sex. This picture makes me visualize my partner straddle me as he sits down on my standing cock.
Another very nice picture of the male body, outside, doing yoga.
Another semi-erotic, extremely artistic photograph. It is in color, but has the feel of a black and white photo. It has an appearance as if you cut the picture in half along his backbone, it would be a mirrored image. This picture says to me, “I am beautiful and ready to receive”
I remember as a young boy exploring my body EXACTLY like this. After I had discovered masturbation, I would put my mother’s makeup mirror in front of me in the bathroom and look at myself in this fashion. She had one side that was a magnifying mirror I could see my cock, my balls, my ass, up close. The other side I could watch myself as I jacked myself off. I loved to watch the pre-cum ooze, and I loved to see how my balls would tighten up so tight as I got close to orgasm, Then I loved to watch the cum shoot all over my stomach. Then when it was over, I would get that feeling of “guilt” that I got after masturbating when I was young.
These two pictures are a continuation of that same feeling of exploring my body at an early age. When I was home alone, I liked to lie totally naked on my bed and touch myself and ultimately masturbate.
Again my fetish for HARD cock… Be it a beautiful toned model’s cock in a perfect setting with perfect lighting, or one that is just an ordinary guy…A hard cock turns me on.
These two pictures remind me of the countless times I jacked-off in my room with a towel to catch my cum. I wonder how many times my mother realized what was on these towels as she did the laundry. She had to know….
This picture excites me in that it reminds me of the effect the warmth of the sun has on my cock as I lay naked in the sun. It is a wonderful feeling!
This picture excites me again on multiple levels. The Hard Cock Fetish, my love for naturism outdoors, is erotic and artistic to me. I have a caption made up for this one: “Riding bare back and bare”
It is time for another admission. I don’t really like labels, but I would be considered “versatile” by most standards, however I tend to enjoy being the “bottom” more than being the “top” This picture makes me feel the excitement of making myself available to my partner and the excitement of anticipating being penetrated! Something interesting to me about “labels,” it is often assumed that bottoms are passive while tops are dominate. This is not true in our relationship. We don’t really have those rolls in our relationship. My partner is the cook, and I do the laundry. He will refinish furniture, I will change the oil in the car. Neither of us has any stereotypical rolls, we each have different strengths and weaknesses and we simply complement each other.
Multiple emotions again: My Asian Fantasy, My Hard Cock Fetish, the socks, the self loving, and to finger myself while jerking off! This picture is full on Eroticism for me!!!!
I like this picture so much that I have it as one of my desk top backgrounds. I love nudism outdoors, I love the seclusion of this picture, I love the masturbation element, and I also just put a finger on another fetish I have but never really defined… Grass. While I have always known I love erotic pictures in a grassy setting, I never realized that I actually have a fetish of naked bodies in the grass.
This picture is another sweet reminder of my past. In the early days of mine and my partner’s relationship, we frequented a bar that had this poster on the wall next to our regular seat at the bar. I was drawn to this picture, what it was, and what it implied. Very artistic and very erotic!!
Recently I was turned on by a series of images referred to as silhouettes photos. Many of these combine my love for beautiful colors along with some other awesome aspect. In this case it is the outdoors, and yoga. I fell in love with the artistic affects from this photo. This series of photos actually caused me to create a new folder in my archives called silhouettes”
Multiple emotions are excited with this one, the nudism outdoors, the beauty of the scenery with the awesome colors, the artistic effect of the entire picture, and finally, the hard cock!
And again, this is nothing but erotic art to me. I love the effect of the filter used and the male body in the outdoors. Simply a beautiful picture to me.
End of Part Two of "The Experiment"
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Notes from AOM:
I think you can see my Friend's thought processes
and some of the revelations this "Experiment" brought to him
He said it was a most therapeutic experience
It brought back to him so many memories - thoughts and feelings
It gave him a greater understanding of himself
I want to thank my Friend
For allowing me to publish his work
For sharing it with us
So we can all benefit from his experiment
I think we all would benefit from doing our own experiment
See what's there - See what memories stir to life
See how we can better understand ourselves
Which
Is a most important part of the journey
To understand ourselves
~*~
Notes from AOM:
I think you can see my Friend's thought processes
and some of the revelations this "Experiment" brought to him
He said it was a most therapeutic experience
It brought back to him so many memories - thoughts and feelings
It gave him a greater understanding of himself
I want to thank my Friend
For allowing me to publish his work
For sharing it with us
So we can all benefit from his experiment
I think we all would benefit from doing our own experiment
See what's there - See what memories stir to life
See how we can better understand ourselves
Which
Is a most important part of the journey
To understand ourselves